Sorry not been on for a while been planning my wedding wish you could of come to the church when we veiwed it you would love it your little girl getting married now ay I soooo wish that it was you giving me away!!! I just hope that you will be there on my big special day! At one point I was going to throw the towel in and cancel every thing but I remember you saying about when Martin got taken from us and I was going to have my wedding a bit longer than I planned you said if things happen then you cant change what you was planning to do because to change something will not bring the person back and is not fair for others to plan something and then cancel when the going gets tough I am taking your advice and keeping things the way they was going to be. But this is still sooooooooo hard for me daddy I really want to see you I cant beleive your gone I love you so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so much forever and always good night god bless you x x x x x x x x x